For a little while now I have had a lot of trouble sleeping. I am tired during the day but when it gets bedtime I am wide awake. I lay in bed for hours tossing and turning and when I do finally fall asleep, I wake up constantly through out the night. I think this is the reason I lack all motivation.

I am absolutely unmotivated to do anything. I don’t blog. I have two baby blankets that have to be done by the 29th. I have one finished. I have another project that needs done by the 31st of October, it’s almost done. I started painting my bathroom a few weeks ago, one wall is partly done. I’m working on deadlines here and can’t motivate to do a damn thing.

Hell I haven’t even had a hair cut since last February. While it’s not uncommon for me to not have a hair cut, it is uncommon for me to not at least have it thinned out. My hair is thick and it gives me headaches if I don’t get it thinned every couple of months or so.

The past couple of days I have been sleeping better. I fall asleep quick with little or no tossing. Because of this Jeff has come up with what we thinks might be part of my problem. We have had someone staying with us, he left last Sunday. He has decided that I was having the trouble just from knowing there was someone else in my house. He might be right.

Gerard moved out last Sunday. Dylan moved out two weeks ago. Dj and Gauge are moving back in tonight.

It’s no wonder I can’t sleep. My front door has turned into a revolving door.

Revolving door = No sleep

No sleep = No motivation

No motivation = No blog

See, I knew there was a way for me to blame my laziness on someone else!